an ode to music and web blogs.

if there are two things in this world that don't have a face,

but would provide me with a backdoor; a fire exit; an escape route away from EVERYTHING, EVERYDAY...



my ipod and my blog will do the trick.


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end the drama already! geez! haha...

i haven't posted anything Idol related since the season started. damn. maybe tomorrow...

i still have to scrub my hands with too much safeguard just so the rancid smell of the frog i just pithed, skinned, boiled, and defleshed would go away. T_T.

and i got a minus 3 a few hours ago during my ZooLab just because some idiot managed to pulverize the sternum. it was my own lack of hand coordination that resulted in the frog's radio-ulna whatever and the urostyle to detach itself from the whatever (i couldn't remember what the "thing" was called.). GEEZ!!!!!! HAHA

gross

wtf. i'm watching this show on discovery right now, "Most Evil", and it features the murderers who eat their victims. gross.

there's this feature on a gay guy who starts out young via the desire to dissect, grill and eat dolls. this grows into obsession, and ultimately turns into sexual tendencies.

haha. there's this ad on the net that he posted, that says he wants to eat people or something like that. and one guy responded by saying "i hope you find me tasty". so the guy who responded answered the ad, and well, you know what happens next. then after the murderer slaughters the victim, he freezes the remaining body parts!!!! then he keeps the flesh in the fridge to be consumed for months. eeeewwww. and he videotapes it!!!! the investigators (since he was caught), even sought psychological help for themselves!!! crazy gross.

hmm..at least i didn't have to think about the piss worthy incident (blog entry below).

wtf?!

ok, i wanted to post about the pictures i took today. i wanted to post about how semi-crappy my day went, and i also wanted to post about the American Idol results,

but no, i can't post something light, casual and funny today because i have a shit load of steam to blow off.

and i know this is unhealthy, but i've already devoted two of my posts to two fucking troglodytes that i happen to get stuck with for group activities.

troglodyte version 2 just had to be my fucking groupmate for our research paper. and the dunderhead has pissed me off since DAY 1. he didn't even lay a hand on the research paper I'VE (yes, I made our research paper, and that cost me sleep in sooo many levels). He doesn't even show up for meetings. He doesn't know what to do. Everytime i try to teach or tell him what to do, he just nods, and proceeds to stutter and babble about something unintelligible.

OK, so i am kinda this super duper egotistical bastard who has never stepped on grass from the other side (you know what i mean), but come on! He passed ADZU, he MUST know something!!! but something just tells me he's as bright as a black hole.

what pissed me off is that when i tried to email him our paper (yes, i emailed MY paper to the significant others ie. my groupmates), and a failure noice shows up, telling me the idiot's email add doesn't exist. no biggie, i thought.

to actually add burden on my shoulders, i made him a NEW email add, so I KNOW that the address exists, and i KNOW he could access it, unless of course, he uses a typewriter to surf the net. (so i'm still able to inject humor at parts, very good gio). but he texts me a while ago, telling me that he's unable to access the address i gave him, at he goes on about saying it's invalid. WHICH IS WEIRD, CONSIDERING THAT I LOGGED IN USING HIS EMAIL ACCOUNT A FEW MINUTES AGO.

here's the most annoying part of all. i texted him MY username and password, so he could just access the paper via the sent items folder. and a few seconds ago, he texts me, TELLING ME THAT MY EMAIL ACCOUNT IS FUCKING INVALID. WTF?!. i'm seriously beginning to suspect one of two things:

1. he isn't actually infront of a PC right now, and he's making it up.

2. he uses a typewriter to surf the net.

as much as i would want to consider the latter, since i need a good laugh right now, the former is good enough a reason for me to kick him out of our group. AND WE'LL HAVE OUR ORAL DEFENSE ON MONDAY!!!! I'M SOOO FUCKING DEAD.

allow me to elaborate..

it just so happens that a chain of events can open the floodgates to a pandora's box full of misery.

people change

and along with it, comes a barrage of tough decisions that will ultimately change everything.


and i see the inevitable rearing its ugly head.



for those of you who say i look bothered/depressed/sad: I AM bothered/depressed/sad. need i say more??

a useless day

this was one of the weirdest/worst days i have ever experienced.

i almost dosed off for the nth time during chemlec, i wore my glasses to school since i had only two hours of sleep, our group had to give survey questionnaires to two third year classes filled with people i seriously don't know (the experience was weird, by my standards), and last but not the least, i just woke up a few minutes ago (it's around 7:15 pm here), after a three hour snooze, and me sleeping meant missing our last dance practice before tomorrow. what promised to be a 20 minute siesta (where i would go to school as soon as i would wake up) turned out to be a 3 hour snooze, and trust me, it felt great to sleep again! though i feel bad for my partner, who actually went through the whole ordeal dancing alone. ok, that sounded pathetic.


today is one of the few occasions where i had actually observed abstinece. my brunch simply meant drinking a bottle of Lipton tea, while my afternoon snack was an extremely tasty little cake from myrna's (which probably meant a kajillion calories), and dinner a few minutes ago was a tiny bowl of sinigang, and a few spoonfulls of fish. by a few, i mean around 5.


i should seriously update the other blog (for our research paper). but, later na. haha