Sunday, June 25, 2006

Inside my head



Have you ever felt that all the crap in you head doesn't make sense? Or, you feel you have a lot of questions, but don't know what they are? Or, images that don't make sense are put in fast forward and are constantly being played over and over in your head? Yung tipong, hindi ka mapakali, tapos hindi ka makatulog. Feel mo talaga, mayroon kang nakalimutan, o naalala, pero, hindi mo alam kung ano yun.


Lately, I've been suffering from that kind of torture.


For those who haven't heard, the ADZU HS will open it's doors to the new school year, tomorrow. Meaning, up until now, we've been stuck in an monotonous summer, where nothing goes, and you bore your ass off. Yeah, you might say we're lucky, but no, IT'S BORING AT HOME!!!!!!!!!

so much for that.


Anyway, you might say I'm "eager" to go back to school. But recently, that "eagerness" has turned into "anxiety"...omg, "eager to go back to school" is just a sad sentence...


Yes, I'm pathetic. I admit that. Basically, this entry has no "patutunguhan" (I've temporarily lost the ability to string together english words).


Basically, I believe that my "hindi mapakali syndrome" will be remedied by schoolwork. And I hope I'll find the answers to my questions (when I know what my questions are).


A lot of stuff's stirring inside my head. Ang gulo talaga.




So, moving on......


I'm at a loss whether I should replace B.S. Speech Pathology with another course for UPM. Obviously, UPM's my first choice, with Nursing and Speech Pathology. My second choice is UPD with European Languages and Family Life and Child Development. My classmates somehow discouraged me to choose Speech Pathology because it demands patience, and that isn't in my vocabulary.


My already large protruding tummy has gained the upper hand and now, it resembles a volleyball. But I've realized that it's ok because I'm not the only one who's gained weight. Take that Britney Spears.


I have to pay P500 before I could get an ADMU application from. Obviously, pang-mayaman talaga.


My yaya is back from touring Manila, including Baguio and Subic. At least now I don't have to eat rice that's burnt and at the same time has the consistency of lugaw.


Anyway, tomorrow will be the beginning of the end for me. We'll be graduating in a few short months. So sad. So sad.....

16 comments:

LiLaC said...

aww...i remember my high school emotions to be exactly like yours. i hated summer because it was boring. i mean, i love having vacation, so long as it's not that long. and i actually looked forward to school. berchies=nerds! hehehe.

i also dreaded graduation, not coz i was worried i wouldn't graduate (duh) but coz i dreaded leaving my hs friends behind. (sob!) so a word to the wise -- enjoy every bit of ur last year in high school.

but something to look forward to -- college is actually also fun (gasp! shocking!) =)

beans said...

"hindi-mapakali-syndrome"..hmm.. more like, dude, you're thinking too much! :D lighten up! take a breather ^_^

graduation jitters..yeah, been there, done that. it's perfectly normal. (i think. hehe) and really, college life isn't that bad! good luck on your choice of course for college!

OT:
wow, atenean ka pala.. a green archer here ^_^ peace hehe

twistedigest said...

to lilac: i'll take your word for it!

you're right, you should enjoy every bit of your last year in high school.

:)..the berchiez right now? nerds? um..kinda..fun loving naman kami!

Jigs said...

Hahaha! Gets ko completely how you feel. I'm gonna post something similar to that topic. The Rollercoaster emotions of a teenager!

I enjoyed my graduation. Its just another step we have to take. College presents new opportunities for you to grow into a better person! Have fun with it! :)

twistedigest said...

oh, las salle? haha..i have nothing against anyone there..coz..i don't know anyone! haha peace

thanks for encouraging me..yeah, i've experienced grad before..but i guess it is justifiable that your hs graduation will be one hell of an event..seeing as you have basically found your niche in life...plus..real friends. hehehe

twistedigest said...

to jigs: college.....um....kinda scary for me..but yeah, it opens up new perspectives for you...kinda cool. don't know if i'm prepared for it yet. :)

Anonymous said...

oi oi oi! hehe... my brain is pretty disoriented right now so i dont know exactly what to say... maybe sorry kasi isa ako dun sa mga nagsabi na Speech Pathology requires alot of patience... hehe... i think you really wanted that job sorry for the discouragement...

and lastly... waaaaaaaaa! i hate the idea na its classes na!!! waaaaaaaaah!


p.s

im excited about being in the corporate world soon hahah

Jhed said...

Haha!

Weird. I read your post from end up to the beginning. Not literally ha, I mean yung last paragraph muna then pataas.

Good luck on your studies, and yes, "eager to go back to school" is indeed a sad sentence. Haha!

Good luck din sa mga entrance exams, etc. ;)

twistedigest said...

kay jhed: shalamat sa sympathy!

twistedigest said...

kay tara aka anonymous:
ok lang yun..behavioral studies na yung second choice ko!

kisha! :p said...

u make sure u enjoy your last year in high school dear..! i promise you ang magkakaroon ng abonormal na pagbilis ang panahon...

you'll be graduating soOn!!! LIBRE!!! wahahahaha!!!

twistedigest said...

well kish, no money eh..hehe...

baka dito nalang ako mag-aral...i feel guilty for asking so much from my parents....

jay vista said...

uhm hi gio.

this is jay vista. (sorry if i havnt responded on ur msgs on friendster). around this tym u might be so confused of wat course to choose. hehe. as for me, things werent very clear till the results of the tests came. i suggest you take all the entrance exams that exist there. choose ur courses wisely. plus, ready urself if u wanna study in manila. as for ust, nursing is quite competitive and admitting urself into the college of nursing is a tedious process. (i.e. interviews, confirmation.. etc.) hehe. cge un lng. by the way, ur blog's neat.

twistedigest said...

thanks and no prob jay! thanks for dropping by and goodluck!

preppy_minx said...

i guess that most people have that "hindi mapakali syndrome". i know i have, but not the "i feel that i'm forgetting something" cuz that thing just bugs me whenever i'm about to do something and i forget it and not just out of the blue. anway, enough with my rambling.

i feel weird saying this but i really enjoyed last summer vaca and even though i REALLY want to graduate on march and by god i do!i still wish that our classes haven't started yet. hehehe i still want to shleep.

anyway, with the course thingie i don't know about the "speech pathology(is that ryt?)" course, it's not that you don't have patience,believe me you do. but i guess, maybe you'll have a hard time finding a job here in phil. but that's just me. i may be wrong.
i guess the only thing i can say is that choose the course you REALLY want and not the course that the school that you want to go to offers. did that make sense?
anyway, that's it for now. talk to you in school.

twistedigest said...

see ya tomorrow neth. :)