Tuesday, January 30, 2007

The evolution of a pathetic writer

Well, after a commitment that i didn't have a hard time fulfilling, it finally paid off. My blog's officially a year old!!!! Haha..the evolution of a pathetic writer. basically, i started off as a person who has mediocrity in writing plastered on the forehead. Now, i've realized that, one of the things i love doing is writing. I've never been a member of the school paper, and prior to starting "thetwistedigest" (my blog's first name), my writing skills are below par. i've definitely made my niche in the blogosphere. blame debating for helping me improve my grammar. but still, expressing my self in this no-nonsense blog is more comfortable than actually speaking, but of course, debate's still a priority (pre-college that is! hahah).

What i've realized, after 12 months of posting semi-spontaneous thoughts, is that this blog isn't just an outlet of self-expression, but also an extension of your personality, your thoughts and the things that get muffled in the real world. haha..i really can't believe i've been a blogger for a year now. Unreal!!!!

Writing's my thing now. ^_^. I have no intentions of stopping. On to bigger and better horizons then. >woooooossshhhhhh>>>>

Saturday, January 20, 2007

RENT fixation

i need to be studying right now for economics, morality, compo and lit, but no, i'll be better off writing. (0_0). Anyway, the first day of exams was to put it lightly, not "nice". :( . i don't wanna fail!!!!

American Idol made it's not so live via satellite debut here in the 3rd world!!! Yay!!! Seriously, i love AI!!! I just hope this season won't do a Taylor Hicks. Yeah, i'm still mourning over Chris Daughtry's elimination, but at least he's doing great right now.

Anyway, it's kinda weird that i'm just developing my fascination for the musical - turned - movie, RENT. I've heard about it before and I heard it was really nice. I've read the
review and they say it's really really really good. Ok, this is getting pathetic. I wanna watch it!!!! I wanna watch it!!!! I wanna watch it!!!! (i develop an obsession for random things that i find nice. ^_^)

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"Seasons of Love"
--it's the song that made it famous. i think. i need to watch it to find out!!! haha!

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Moments So Dear
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure - Measure A Year?
In Daylights - In Sunsets
In Midnights - In Cups Of Coffee
In Inches - In Miles
In Laughter - In Strife

In - Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure
A Year In The Life
How About Love?
How About Love?
How About Love?
Measure In Love
Seasons Of Love
Seasons Of Love
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Journeys To Plan

Five Hundred Twenty-Five Thousand
Six Hundred Minutes
How Do You Measure The Life Of A Woman Or A Man?

In Truths That She Learned
Or In Times That He Cried
In Bridges He Burned
Or The Way That She Died

It's Time Now - To Sing Out
Tho' The Story Never Ends
Let's Celebrate

Remember A Year In The Life Of Friends
Remember The Love
Remember The Love
Remember The Love
Measure In Love

Sunday, January 14, 2007

the rampaging cyclone

a turbulent cyclone of thoughts and random, nonsensical thoughts drown the focus that i should have regained after the two week hiatus from school. the storm keepes getting wilder and wilder. to break it down into these chunks of thought would take me hours to write.
the storm that should have been calmed has reached it's full momentum. I don't know what'll happen next. I can't think straight. i used to be good at organizing my thoughts and planning my day into these pockets of time where i do things a normal person would do. i want to scream all my troubles and problems away...
but i can't. i can't because i don't know why. i'm not making sense. i'm shallow, i'm problematic, i'm pessimistic, i'm evil, i'm not myself lately.
AdZU, check. AdMU, check. UP and UST..um..whatever. I'm gonna be affiliated with the BSN's of AdZU anyway...
I need something to relieve me of stress and anxiety soon. if i'll keep it locked up inside, i might implode.
the cyclone spins..and spins..and spins...and spins....


whatever happened to the me i knew myself to be? :(