Friday, April 25, 2008

clinical depression

the people around me say they could read me like an open book. it's hard for me to hide anything, because my cheeks are traitorous scumbags and my face is a bad liar.


so i wasn't surprised when people asked me what was wrong today. they told me i looked bothered, as usual, and that i came off as irritable.


i'll make this short and sweet since i have a powerpoint presentation to make for history: people can display distasteful remarks, and people can be so unfair and demanding. the former are people from a particular department (which holds the record of having the *insert expletive* as faculty members) and the latter is a particular teacher who asks for too much.


i feel down because i'm starting to think this isn't for me, and i've made a mistake of allowing people to manipulate my choices. though i don't regret meeting great people (in the form of classmates, friends, and you) along the way, i'm starting to doubt my survival at this point. and i feel bloated!!! argghhh.....

4 comments:

MARCHIE. said...

Hey, G. Cheer up. Kaya mo yan. :)

twistedigest said...

i hope so...:) thanks for the concern..

Anonymous said...

awww. why didn't you tell me you were depressed that time? I should have twirled and swirled and made you laugh all night. hahahahhah

cheer up giodoo! :]

twistedigest said...

spur of the moment post lang kasi....and i didnt want to bother you with this..sorry for that, next time, no secrets. promise. :)