the people around me say they could read me like an open book. it's hard for me to hide anything, because my cheeks are traitorous scumbags and my face is a bad liar.
so i wasn't surprised when people asked me what was wrong today. they told me i looked bothered, as usual, and that i came off as irritable.
i'll make this short and sweet since i have a powerpoint presentation to make for history: people can display distasteful remarks, and people can be so unfair and demanding. the former are people from a particular department (which holds the record of having the *insert expletive* as faculty members) and the latter is a particular teacher who asks for too much.
i feel down because i'm starting to think this isn't for me, and i've made a mistake of allowing people to manipulate my choices. though i don't regret meeting great people (in the form of classmates, friends, and you) along the way, i'm starting to doubt my survival at this point. and i feel bloated!!! argghhh.....