retribution

Saturday

the day didn't end as good as i wanted it to be. i wish i went to the combuild instead of waiting for pasta that never came..and someone's incessant sermon. i felt bad, really really bad.

Sunday

"revenge will be sweet"

a nonexistent song of retribution (i've got to blog about this more) plays on and on and on...

i was so down about what happened in school lately, and this whole "what's happening to me?" vibe is giving me the creeps. maybe the last (and definitely painful) kick in the butt was the pinnacle of the proverbial "last straw" for me.

you know the scene in Legally Blonde where Elle had enough of nobody taking her seriously, and the background music plays on as she finally decides to make something out of herself? let's just say i downloaded that song and played it as i finally started doing an Elle Woods today. i'm not so sure i've been extreeemmeeellllyyyy productive. but making an outline for a quiz that won't be given until next week is definitely something. i'm a pathetic nerd, i get it. but at least i'm an angry pathetic nerd